I feel like crying

About nothing...about everything.
I've been reading various womens' pregnancy symptoms, such as "8 dpo: very nauseous". Then I read things like "I'm so relieved to see a BFP after THREE months of trying!" It makes me angry and it makes me sad. I'm thinking, "hey, see how you feel after over a year of trying!" And i know there are people who have tried much longer than I have. I'm so discouraged and I feel so empty. Everybody around me is pregnant, or so it seems. I don't know how anybody does it, honestly. I daydream about babies, and I go to bed thinking about them...and about being pregnant. If I could cry, I would right now. I hate this aching in my heart, and that empty feeling that is always with me. I wish I didn't even care...

hang in there

I have heard of people who get pregnant when they stop trying

good luck

Prayers continue!

hang in there - your time will come

If I were you, I would cry. Because I hate holding it in, and I've been in situations where I hold it in for a while, but it make you feel better when you cry Hang in there

Okay, my temp dipped really low yesterday, and that was 4 days after ovulation. It has never done that (granted, this is only like the 3rd time I have temped). I have been doing a lot of research, and it sounds like it could be implantation. See, I hate that my mind goes there...you wouldn't believe what i can imagine. Believe it or not, my girls are still sore (though not as much) from when I was sure i was pregnant in February. Still, it's something to be hopeful about. I really really want this. Plus, tomorrow is my birthday!! It would be so sweet to get pregnant this month...

I am sorry hun...hang in there...

Have you been to your OB about your lack of success conceiving? What does he/she say?

Sometimes not trying is the best thing to do.......

I'm so sorry honey, I hope it happens for you soon!!

Thanks for the encouragement, everybody. I'm trying to just take it as it comes, but I hate the waiting.

There is probably nothing I can say that you aren't tired of hearing but if you ever want to talk I'm here.

Apparently, one thing that helps with getting pregnant is to not be married...who knew? Oh, and also not wanting children at this stage in your life because a baby would really inconvenience you. That seems to fit the pregnant people I know. Maybe Richard would agree to a trial divorce...we'd probably be pregnant in no time Oh, and this is just a huge rant. I'm really discouraged and really tired of the irony of it all.

Did you ever go and have your DH tested? I think you had mentioned that in one of your posts.

You know - my uterus is tilted just a little and for me to get pregnant (dont laugh) I lay on my back with my legs in the air (like your moms used to do...riding a bike in the air) but just hold your legs there for a while and see if that wont help it stick! Just a thought. Do you hear someone snickering??? I said no laughing!

Oh, I definitely do that. I keep my legs in the air for at least 15 minutes every time...thanks for the suggestion, though.

I am going to look up different ways to get pregnant, different little tricks and see if we cant find one that works!!!! I am getting you pregnant if it is the last thing I do!!!!!

Oh my gosh, that was awesome! It made me laugh, and that's a great thing....Richie will be so jealous when I tell him YOU are getting me pregnant

I was curious to know if you have been to the OBGYN about this also.

HAA HAA!!! That's RIGHT!! Tell him to look out because I will get the job done!!!!

I was curious to know if you have been to the OBGYN about this also.

In october, I had surgery to see if I had endometriosis. I have really bad cramps, so i thought I might have it, and that would explain why it's been hard for us. She said I don't have any and I look great. she said the cramps every month mean that I ovulate regularly. Then we actually got pregnant 2 months after that, and she said that is good news...it means there's nothing wrong with either of us. *shrug*