Missing my angels this morning

I am trying to be good about "AF" coming this month but it is making me miss my angels more this morning. Esp. our angel who would have been due to come into our lives soon. Sept. 10th was our due date. That is going to be a very hard day for us. I keep wondering how we're going to get through that day. I am really dreading it now.

Oh, Jessi. Who can blame you for hurting today? I pray that you can find peace in the coming weeks. Just as I've been praying for you daily. I can't imagine the heartache you must feel. Everytime Logan goes for a heart intervention, I worry about losing him. But I've never lost a pregnancy, so I can't say I know how you feel. I just know you must feel heartsick. Peace be with you, Jessi.

Thank you so much for keeping me in your daily prayers, Kelly. I appreciate it more than you know. I pray for you & Logan too and that everything will be okay for your little man. I understood what you were saying to me about Logan's heart intervention, and though you never lost a baby through pregnancy, I could feel the worry you have inside about Logan and his condition. Please know that I am here if you need someone to talk to or pray with, Kelly. God bless you & your family.

This post has been edited by Halo42101 on Jul 16 2006, 08:46 AM

(((HUGS)))

what helps me on those days is this... Plant a plant in your childs honor... buy a special candle that is only for those special days you want to remeber them wgen it burns ... buy some balloons and write a letter and attach it to the balloons and release them on those days.

What also has helped me is writing in ajournal. I bought a journal and everytime im sad or mad i write in it. But i write in it as im talking to my angel. i dotn know how many i have so far!

The day will be really hard! but you will get through it! And i know it doesnt seem luike it but as time goes on the pain will lessen. It will still be there but you just lear how to handle it. There are some years that are harder then the next but like i said you will know how to handle it. This year was really hard for me but i know that he is ghappy in heaven and looking down at his baby sister and now that he has his baby brother with him he is alot happier. I believe that all of our angels are in heaven playing together.. and braggiong to one another on how wonderful thier moms are. Just remeber that your angel is your guardian angel and will be there always. The wind is him kissing you... the warm sun is him hugging you.

((HUGS)))

I am so crying now, Shelly. Thank you for your beautiful words and for sharing the extremely touching outlook you have about the wind & sun. May our angels in Heaven be forever happy playing with one another & helping to look after each other.

I don't have any magic comfort words Jess, but know that the Great Comforter WILL help you through that day, and somehow the pain will become less and less sweetie. It will happen. Just take your time.