Printable Version of Topic
Click here to view this topic in its original format |
Parenting Club Forums > Postpartum Depression > I had a spell last night |
Posted by: Hillbilly Housewife Jul 13 2006, 04:48 AM |
Poor Emilie took the brunt of it. I was soooo pissed off.... it was 9:30pm, she still wasn't sleeping - and was giving us a REALLY hard time. Naomie wasn't sleeping either, she's crankier than usual beause of teething... and the very rare times that zach gives us a hard itme with bedtime, last night was one of them. So all three were whining, and I just lost it. Emilie was yelling, and screaming, and slapping me... and I know it's my fault, because I yell and scream and sometimes slap her butt. But... still. I lost it - I really did. I slapped Zach on the arm, and I spanked Emilie on the thigh, and hard. She had a handprint on her thigh about an hour later. I felt really awful... and I cried. |
Posted by: booey2 Jul 13 2006, 05:24 AM |
Sorry it is still bothering you. I too have those spells but I know it is not PPD and then I feel awful and cuddle and hug em til they squirm free. , no squirming from you now. The sun is up today and it will be a much better day, good behaviour vibes heading your way for the kids. Terri |
Posted by: luvmykids Jul 13 2006, 07:52 AM |
I know that terrible feeling but don't be too hard on yourself. I've lost it too and it's miserable to feel that way and then be so disappointed in yourself. Today is another day, hope it goes better for you. |
Posted by: PrairieMom Jul 13 2006, 07:55 AM |
Posted by: CantWait Jul 15 2006, 08:55 PM |
Been there done that Rocky. Sorry. |
Posted by: msoulz Jul 18 2006, 03:44 PM | ||
Me too. But try to remember all of the times you do so well and forgive yourself for one slip. |
Posted by: ADAMINAA May 2 2011, 03:32 AM |
I understand this is very painful situation and I can feel your sorrow. But you should not lose heart instead you should face all the problems bravely. No doubt you will feel better soon. |