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~Roo'sMama~ |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 10:05 AM
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My two cuties :) Group: Members Posts: 7,394 Member No.: 788 Joined: 29-September 04 |
I am a little bit sad today. Not horrible - Easter was worse. (I found out I was going to m/c on easter sunday 2006). I am able to think about it now without the sharp pain - sometimes I feel a little bit guilty about that. I guess time really does make a difference. Two years ago I wasn't so sure, but it does. I do still get sad when I think about it, and sometimes I cry, but it doesn't feel like the world is ending anymore. I don't ever want to forget though, and I don't think I will. I still wear my mother and child necklace almost every day ~ it's the only thing I have to remind me of my little baby.
I've been thinking about her today and how old she would be now ~ she wouldn't be much older than Allie is now. I know that I wouldn't have Allie if it weren't for the miscarriage (and that's really confusing to my heart sometimes) and I wouldn't trade Allie for the world. I wish I could have them both, but for now I have peace knowing that my little Faith is up in Heaven and I'll see her again someday. Don't feel like you need to reply ~ I just needed to ramble a bit. -------------------- |
TrulyBlessed |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 10:10 AM
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HuskerMom |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 10:14 AM
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My3LilMonkeys |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 10:31 AM
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sparkys2boys |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 11:19 AM
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Sleep, is over-rated!!! Group: Members Posts: 5,875 Member No.: 6,128 Joined: 1-November 06 |
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5littleladies |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 12:24 PM
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Lots of Sara.
-------------------- ~*~Jennifer~*~
Wife to Jason, Mom to Madeline, Megan, Brianna, Alyssa, Kate, and our babies in heaven-Benjamin, 8/13/04, and David, 8/01/07 Jen's Blog |
BAC'sMom |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 12:59 PM
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Platinum Member Group: Members Posts: 5,447 Member No.: 7,486 Joined: 13-January 07 |
-------------------- You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted, then used against you.
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Insanemomof3 |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 01:51 PM
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mckayleesmom |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 02:03 PM
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The hair I wish I had...lol Group: Members Posts: 21,560 Member No.: 157 Joined: 4-May 03 |
Sorry its rough today girly!...I love the name you picked for her...very cute and fitting.
-------------------- Brianne
Wife to Leithan and mommy to Mckaylee (4) and Russell (3) Click here to help us grown our village http://schwartzville.myminicity.com/ |
moped |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 03:42 PM
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Ruby Member Group: Members Posts: 13,078 Member No.: 1,035 Joined: 5-December 04 |
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Sam & Abby's Mom |
Posted: Apr 20 2008, 09:07 PM
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Gold Member Group: Members Posts: 1,747 Member No.: 11,125 Joined: 6-May 07 |
I'm so sorry for the loss of your little girl.
I totally know how you feel. -------------------- Peggy
Wife to Tim (Oct 1996) Mom to Sammy (Nov 2004), Abby (Jun 2006) |
A&A'smommy |
Posted: Apr 21 2008, 06:04 AM
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Praying For Spencer Group: Moderators Posts: 29,769 Member No.: 243 Joined: 11-August 03 |
I'm sorry sweetie!!
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~Roo'sMama~ |
Posted: Apr 21 2008, 06:35 AM
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My two cuties :) Group: Members Posts: 7,394 Member No.: 788 Joined: 29-September 04 |
Thanks for the hugs everyone
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abunky |
Posted: Apr 21 2008, 03:51 PM
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-------------------- ~~~Momma to Kane age 2 , and Connor age 5~~~
~~~~~~~~~ My Angel , April 9th ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
mummy2girls |
Posted: Apr 22 2008, 06:16 AM
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Thinking of you Spencer! Group: Members Posts: 12,708 Member No.: 156 Joined: 4-May 03 |
Dont feel guilty about what you are feeling. You are now able to cope with the loss and I wont lie there will be times where it will all of a sudden knock you on your butt but you will be able to get yourself up and continue. Its a coping mechanisism you are feeling and your baby is looking down at you. She is your strength for sure!!!!! (((((HUGS))))
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MommyToAshley |
Posted: Apr 22 2008, 06:42 AM
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Happy Spring! Group: Administrators Posts: 27,473 Member No.: 2 Joined: 8-February 03 |
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