Well I just found out that I am pregnant a week agao. I have taken 5 test. 2 clear blue easy, one EPT, and then 2 Clear Blue Easy digital. I know I am crazy but I have to be sure. I have been waiting a long time to be pregnant again. What is really ironic, is that I concieved this one on March 23, which was my Great Grandmother's birthday, and also the 23 is Zachary's birthdate, and our anniversary date. Also Amber turned 6 within 5 months after I had Zach and Zach will turn 6 within 5 months of this babies birth. Really weird. Anyway, I am just looking foirward to my first doctors appointment. I have really been in denial. I want this so much and it seems so unreal to me. I had a chemical pregnancy back a year and a half ago. It was messed up. Then my periods were all messed up due to me quitting smoking cold turkey a year ago this coming Monday the 16 which is also my Birthday. It finally went back to normal in December, and has been on time ever since. Anyway I am really excited to be pregnant and am looking forward to chatting with all of you. |