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mummy2girls	Posted: Jun 13 2006, 09:04 PM
Thinking of you Spencer! Group: Members Posts: 12,708 Member No.: 156 Joined: 4-May 03	I am MIA for a bit for personal reasons but i needed a place to vent .. so here it goes:( Im not sure why this year seems doubly hard to deal with this! I have in the past come to terms with the fact Jordan is no longer with me and that the pain is still there but i have learned to deal with the pain. but this year it has been so heart wrenching! Jordan will be 7( or would of been) on the 27th... 2 weeks from now! Each passing day as it gets closer feels as if my wound is slowly reopening and i can feel that gut wrenching pain i felt when i lost my baby boy! I am not sure how i am goign to get through his birthday! Its so hard because i have come so far with dealing with his death but i feel as if i fell back into that bad depression mode i dont even feel like to get out of bed in the morning. I am up till at least 1 am each night and then i get only 4 hours sleep! im running on empty! i am goign to go see my doc and see if i can get back on paxil againf or a bit. His birthday and death date usually brings on siome depression but im always able to kick it.. this year i just cant. i may be in and out fo the boards but i just wont be as post happy as i usually do and i wont be on everyday like i usually am! Just as i said i need time! Please say a prayer for Jordan on his birthday. he was born on the 27th at 504 am...tyhanks guys!!!! --------------------

My3LilMonkeys	Posted: Jun 14 2006, 04:07 AM
Platinum Member Group: Members Posts: 7,628 Member No.: 2,419 Joined: 28-August 05

amymom	Posted: Jun 14 2006, 04:18 AM
The kids!! Group: Members Posts: 5,710 Member No.: 1,308 Joined: 30-January 05	prayers! -------------------- Anne Marie Mom to Billy & Mary Beth Wife to Lee

Ashlynn's Mommy	Posted: Jun 14 2006, 04:24 AM
Silver Member Group: Members Posts: 803 Member No.: 3,771 Joined: 24-May 06	Ihope you feel better real soon. I will be praying for your baby boy. Take all of the time you need to rest, and collect your thoughts. We will be thinking about you. --------------------

AlexsPajamaMama	Posted: Jun 14 2006, 05:09 AM
Gold Member Group: Members Posts: 4,938 Member No.: 3,473 Joined: 23-March 06	-------------------- Michelle~Sahm to Alex,Wife to Greg

booey2	Posted: Jun 14 2006, 06:10 AM
Platinum Member Group: Members Posts: 5,081 Member No.: 101 Joined: 7-April 03	I will say a few prayers to try and maybe they will help you thru this trying time. Terri -------------------- Terri He is in a happier place.

Kaitlin'smom	Posted: Jun 14 2006, 06:21 AM
Graceland Group: Moderators Posts: 23,956 Member No.: 32 Joined: 5-March 03	wish I could do more -------------------- Di ~ mommy to Kaitlin wife to David

mammag	Posted: Jun 14 2006, 06:24 AM
Platinum Member Group: Members Posts: 5,147 Member No.: 1,050 Joined: 7-December 04	You're in my thoughts sweetie. -------------------- Jeanie - SAHM to Kristen 13, Cade 12, Conner 8, Keegan 3

Halo42101	Posted: Jun 14 2006, 08:58 AM
Gold Member Group: Members Posts: 1,328 Member No.: 3,035 Joined: 3-January 06	God bless & be with you, Shelly.

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