This last one (chris) i agreed to meet last night. more or less out of morbid intrest. He's gotten a wee bit chubby in the tummy. But he is still as georgous as i remember him. amazing hazel eyes. He's differant then casey though because when Cris and i stopped talking all those years ago my heart was shattered. i really loved him. I was not in love with casey. He has a blinding smile and all thease piercings that just melt me. When he and i stopped talking all those years ago He spent most of the night saying how he has thought of me all this time. He remembered where i live which i was impressed with since he'd only been at my house twice durring that 6 months all those years ago. He says he thinks of me every time he drives nearby. Basically it was him apologizing for the past, but I'm still wondering what he really wants. I'll find that one out tonight because we are meeting up again.
at any rate, what the cheesburger? i mean why are they poping up now and why do they keep leaving. I'm gonna be an emotional wreck by the time i figure this all out
I think sometimes we all can latch on to something that felt comfortable to us from our past. Maybe they are doing that, maybe not. Maybe they grew up a little and realized they lost a great thing. Only time will tell. GL. 
