I have struggled with abdominal problems since Spencer was born (I will spare you all the details). I was diagnosed with acid reflux, not unusual these days and have been on several different medications for this and finally have one that works. I was referred to a Gastroenterologist last fall and finally had my appointment yesterday. Yesterday was the first time I had received the results of a Barium Enema that I had done in early October. The results showed that I had polyps on my bowel and that they may be cancerous. It was determined by the doctor that given the history of cancer in my family, especially with such a close relation as my own child that further investigating was warranted. A colonoscopy has been scheduled for December 2, 2008. That is the earliest appointment that I could get. They are also going to put a scope down my esophagus to find out what's really going on with my stomach. Now I have to wait 7 months before anything can be done. I have decided that really there is nothing I can do but wait until I have this procedure done. Really right now, there isn't anything to worry about. I'm actually quite surprised at how I'm taking this. I've been put on the cancelation list and have given them my cell phone number and once I have passed the probationary period at work I will give them my work number. So now I just wait. 
My thoughts and prayers are with you. 
I hope someone cancels soon and you can get in! 
I hope they get you in sooner! You are in my thoughts and prayers! 
I talked to Spencer tonight about this. DH and I both agree that it's not fair to keep secrets from the kids and we have always been open and honest with them. Spencer told me I was going to be fine. I asked him if I wasn't fine would he be brave for me as well and he said "Of course, but you're going to be just fine!" What a strong and couragous little boy I have!