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~Roo'sMama~ |
Posted: Nov 28 2006, 10:07 AM
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My two cuties :) Group: Members Posts: 7,394 Member No.: 788 Joined: 29-September 04 |
Today was my angel baby's due date. I've been thinking about my angel a lot in the last few weeks, wondering if it was a girl or a boy, and what she would have looked like. This holiday season has been a little hard for me, knowing that my baby should have been here for it. It helps knowing that Allie will be here in a couple months... there's joy and excitement mixed in with my sorrow. But I can't help wishing for the baby I lost. I wish I could have held him or her even one time. I wish I at least had something to remember my baby by. The only tangible thing I have is the positive pregnancy tests that I just can't bear to throw away.
I haven't had too terrible of a day, but Scott is coming home from work early today anyways to be with me. He thinks maybe we should go out for dinner or Christmas shopping to get out of the house, so we might do something like that. It would probably do us more good than just sitting around. Mommy loves you Baby, and I miss you so much. I can't wait until the day I get to see you in Heaven. -------------------- |
Boys r us |
Posted: Nov 28 2006, 10:44 AM
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Alliebelle & Mommy Group: Moderators Posts: 7,658 Member No.: 378 Joined: 9-March 04 |
Oh honey! I know how you feel and I know that there is nothing that can make that pain ever go away! I think of my angels often, but when I look at Alexandra, I know that I would have never met her if things hadn'thappened the way they did. It still doesn't remove the pain, but it helps to look at it that way! Once your little Allie gets here, I think your heart will really begin to heal some from this sad loss! At least that has been my experience.
Lots of love!!! -------------------- NICHOLE
Wife to Rick and Mommy to my 3 loves..Tanner, Braedon and Alexandra MiaBella |
gr33n3y3z |
Posted: Nov 28 2006, 11:17 AM
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Doin Good :~ Group: Moderators Posts: 15,274 Member No.: 822 Joined: 13-October 04 |
-------------------- Wife to Ed (Redchief)
Mom to Rick,John,Erin and Kaitlin "Believe 100% in what you see believe 50% of what read and none of what you hear" |
ediep |
Posted: Nov 28 2006, 12:02 PM
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Jason's mommy Group: Moderators Posts: 11,527 Member No.: 81 Joined: 3-April 03 |
-------------------- ~*~*~*~Edie, Jason 9/23/02, and Emma 11/19/06~*~*~*~
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A&A'smommy |
Posted: Nov 28 2006, 05:44 PM
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Praying For Spencer Group: Moderators Posts: 29,769 Member No.: 243 Joined: 11-August 03 |
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My3LilMonkeys |
Posted: Nov 28 2006, 05:51 PM
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amymom |
Posted: Nov 28 2006, 06:04 PM
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The kids!! Group: Members Posts: 5,710 Member No.: 1,308 Joined: 30-January 05 |
-------------------- Anne Marie Mom to Billy & Mary Beth Wife to Lee |
~Roo'sMama~ |
Posted: Nov 29 2006, 07:28 AM
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My two cuties :) Group: Members Posts: 7,394 Member No.: 788 Joined: 29-September 04 |
Thanks for the hugs everyone! I had my day of crying and I'm feeling better today.
Dh is the sweetest guy ever. First he came home early to be with me, then he suggested we go shopping to get out of the house so we went to the mall. Then while we were there he asked if I wanted to look at some jewlery stores, and we found a little mother and child pendant for me to wear to remember our baby by. It has a little diamond in it, which is the April birthstone. (I m/c in April) That worked out well because I really wanted something with a birthstone. I don't have it yet because we had to order it, but I feel better just knowing that I'm going to have something to keep close to my heart. This is the one that we ordered - I think it's a little smaller in real life though. This post has been edited by ~Roo'sMama~ on Nov 29 2006, 07:29 AM Attached Image -------------------- |
mummy2girls |
Posted: Nov 29 2006, 07:45 AM
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Thinking of you Spencer! Group: Members Posts: 12,708 Member No.: 156 Joined: 4-May 03 |
(((HUGS))) I love the pendant. i got one from aron a couple years back. But when he got me the mopthers ring and he added jordans stone in it that really meant alot. To have him close to me again... I hope today is a better day for ya! -------------------- |
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CantWait |
Posted: Nov 29 2006, 09:33 AM
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Diamond Member Group: Members Posts: 20,387 Member No.: 28 Joined: 1-March 03 |
I'm so sorry
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luvmykids |
Posted: Nov 29 2006, 12:18 PM
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