So we're treating ourselves to a weekend away in Vail (the mountains) at a resort & spa. My MIL is flying in from CA and will watch the boys...which should go okay, but I'm still very nervous about leaving Wesley. He has been going down at nights without BF and most naptimes too, but he still nurses at least twice a day. A big step from where we were just last week. I'm bringing my pump and if all goes nuts here, at least we're only a couple hours away. WISH ME LUCK! Send me some RELAX RAE vibes please. 
You know that isn't easy for me....but I think the break will give me a good re-charge for this dreadful winter we're heading into. We're expecting snow this Sunday. 
Have a great weekend!
have a great relaxing weekend!! 
But instead, he blew up and said I was "blaming him". Ugh. Why do guys always think you're harping on THEM when all you want to do is talk about your OWN feelings, on something totally not related to them? Hopefully we will have a couple hours in the car to hash it out. And maybe a fun night to makeup! 
I just checked the forecast and they said high of 37, so there won't be much to do besides stay in our room. 
